Go ahead

This morning i got a 'nightmare', on the way to my client's office, someone on a bike told me there's something wrong on my car's tire.....I stoped my car and checked it, everything is looked ok, i drive my car again, and AGAIN, there's someone on a bike told me that my tire has a smoke, so i stoped at a small tire shop, i checked it again.....and....i dont find anything....i start to drive again....and after around 50 meters i just realize that i lost my backpack.....OH NO.....OH NO.....i can't believe it.....!!! everything is in my backpack, my office laptop, of course, wallet, handphones, documents, books/notes, everything....even my watch !! OH NO....how stupid I m, i feel like lost of all my history life.....private and professional life.....my GOSH......i lost more than a year of my little girl pictures......(i planned to backup on some CDs, but i dont do it yet....)
I call my big brother......i call my boss, I go to police station, make a report, but....it doesnt mean they will find it for you....it's just a dream here !I cry all the time....stop and cry again....i can't believe it....how stupid i m....??? crying because of sad and dissappointed to myself....
I come back home....and....in 30 minutes, my sister come....(my brother call her to come to my house), and we go to my brother office (jeslyn ask to come along), he gave me some money (because i only have one thousand rupiah left), told me what i have to do.....
I go to my office, to let my boss know what happend, give the police report to my boss (because i lost my company laptop)
It's a very hard day for me.....the first time in my life....i ve never lost even my wallet, but today....everything...!

Arrived home, around 5 pm.....i dont do manythings too much.....nite time, my brother call my husband's cell phone, he will come to see me.....
He come around 10:00 pm, and...guess...what does he give to me ? A new handphone....complete with a new number !! Oh My GOSH....he is really a good brother....for everything.....no doubt at all.....

One day is over......a very bad day......i must go ahead.....no matter what......